Here's to another year of waking up miserably in the morning, sitting restlessly in tutorials and dozing off endlessly in lectures when all you really want to do is stay home in bed with curtains drawn and the aircon on!
Results were okay la. I mean when your goals for Promos are just to get E for everything, hell, results are supposed to be superfragilistic...(something something)!
I got C for Physics but because in my final question, I accidentally present my answer as 2s.f, they deduct a mark. And, my C happened to be just on the dot so with that deduction, I'm sitting on a D.
But, this is my paper and my work. So, screw it. It's a C.
GP essay was exceptionally well but my comprehension pulled me down. And I need 1 mark to get a B. And you guys already know how I roll, so screw you C! (it's a B.. B..B *chants*)
Chemistry was just pure work of luck. E on the dot.
Maths was an utter disappointment. Heart-wrenching. The paper was fair but since stupidity flows in my every pore, I got E. Bodoh like nothing.
CSE is another disappointment alright. From B to S. And Ms Fauzana wrote this, "Disappointing. You should be doing much better". My exact sentiment as well.
Since there isn't any U and I fulfill the Promotion criteria, i think, I should be wearing that super hot uniform for another year.
And to think I actually made plans on what to do should I screw up my Promos. And, funny thing is, I kinda like these plans more than I like to go on another year.
But who cares what I like. This is Singapore.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
PW thoughts
I was just thinking, how you know these PW teachers grade your work by Below Expectation, Meeting Expectation and Exceeding Expectation.
And their expectation of us is that to "exceed expectation".
Ironically, the very nature of "exceeding expectation" is to have a goal and not having any plans to actually go past it. Meet it, perhaps but never to go past it. So when you actually go beyond your plans, you exceed your expectations. Hence, you fulfill the condition that is to surpass your own expectations.
It's supposed to be a surprising kinda thing. Unplanned. Unexpected.
And so when they tell us to "exceed expectation", that by itself is their expectation of us. And, there is no way we can exceed their expectation of us because their expectation is for us to exceed their expectation.
Okay, I lost myself there.
But, think about it.
And their expectation of us is that to "exceed expectation".
Ironically, the very nature of "exceeding expectation" is to have a goal and not having any plans to actually go past it. Meet it, perhaps but never to go past it. So when you actually go beyond your plans, you exceed your expectations. Hence, you fulfill the condition that is to surpass your own expectations.
It's supposed to be a surprising kinda thing. Unplanned. Unexpected.
And so when they tell us to "exceed expectation", that by itself is their expectation of us. And, there is no way we can exceed their expectation of us because their expectation is for us to exceed their expectation.
Okay, I lost myself there.
But, think about it.
1) WR is frankly quite fun to do. Maybe because it is 3am and I'm doing WR now.
2) I miss Frabbles so much. :(
3) I feel worse when I see Cobbles playing alone on the wheels. :((
4) Got a couple of my papers back. So far, okay. Will update when I get everything back.
5) I am very very sleepy.
6) Hotmail is being a slut. Won't attach my WR.
7) I miss my best fwen.
8) Liyana is making me come for the Hari Raya thingy. But I have SC and WR.
9) I kinda miss Liyana. Kinda because I know she watches this space.
10) I'm too sleepy now.
2) I miss Frabbles so much. :(
3) I feel worse when I see Cobbles playing alone on the wheels. :((
4) Got a couple of my papers back. So far, okay. Will update when I get everything back.
5) I am very very sleepy.
6) Hotmail is being a slut. Won't attach my WR.
7) I miss my best fwen.
8) Liyana is making me come for the Hari Raya thingy. But I have SC and WR.
9) I kinda miss Liyana. Kinda because I know she watches this space.
10) I'm too sleepy now.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
I miss you already
In Loving Memory of Frabbles
100707~041008
100707~041008
I'll miss you so much.
Everyone will.
Especially Cobbles.
I'll miss how you always stand whenever we walk past you.
How you always run for food and then run away with them.
How you always manage to escape from your house and come back when we call your name.
How you always get so excited when you start playing with tissue.
How you always get so excited when you start playing with tissue.
How you always climb all over our hands when we clean your house.
How you always fight with Cobbles to sleep at the corner.
How you always fight with Cobbles to sleep on the same wheel though each of you had one.
How you always took the nuts in Cobbles mouth when you had another in your hand.
How you always are so smart and cover yourself with the cloth whenever you sleep.
How you always look so ugly when you wake up.
How you always smile when I tickle your head and you tummy.
How you always look up when we call your name.
How you always choose to ignore me when I was throwing food at you.
How you always look at me whenver it is just the both of us in the cab when we are going to the vet.
How you always shrieked whenever Cobbles fought with you.
How you always shrieked whenever Cobbles fought with you.
How you always lie on top of Cobbles and will never move.
How you always stand with your head on the wheel while sleeping.
How you always took all the ikan bilis so Cobbles will have none.
How you cried when you had injected and when blood refuse to stop flowing.
How you always sleep in Mak's hand.
How you remain so strong even when your tumor burst. Again and again and again.
How you became even stronger when your left hand became paralysed and still very naughty.
How you lie in my palms on the last night while I fed you water.
How you lie in my palms on the last night while I fed you water.
I love you kiddo. I love you so much, Frabbles.
Friday, October 3, 2008
PMS
Today is MJ's Open House and everything ends at 6pm.
And I barely had 4 hours of decent sleep and this is not because I chose to stay awake, I was just wide awake.
Urgh. I feel so PMS now. Maybe because I do have that now. URGH. It sucks when you have eggs.
I hate the cramps. The back pain. And all the other pains that come at all other places. And the terrible terrible thirst.
See! I am sooo PMSing now. I am just gonna ramble.
And the bloody 'shift' button decides to go anal on me.
One of my 3 hamsters, the youngest of the lot, the one with the name Frabbles because in Sec 4 I thought naming my hamster after a name inspired by an element from the Periodic Table was the coolest shit on earth, have blood cancer.
And we brought him to the vet and they did some mean things (taking his blood, painful thus mean) in which Frabbles cried. Like really cried. Like with tears and all. And he shrieked. In pain. They figured he would never make it by Hari Raya but shortly, his tumor burst and now he's really tiny. And he keeps bleeding. Now, his left hand, where the tumor used to be is paralysed. But he is still so upbeat and adorable and annoying in his own ways.
You see, he is in such excruciating pain that as painful as it is for me, I rather he dies cause at the very least he stops suffering. But, I don't want him to cause it's so hard to let go something you really love and care about. I took quite a long time to get over Pebbles' (my first hamster) death.
But each time he runs around with 2 legs and a hand, nothing tears you up more than that.
Okay, all this is not helping my PMS. I'm making it worse!
Play with the hamsters now!
And I barely had 4 hours of decent sleep and this is not because I chose to stay awake, I was just wide awake.
Urgh. I feel so PMS now. Maybe because I do have that now. URGH. It sucks when you have eggs.
I hate the cramps. The back pain. And all the other pains that come at all other places. And the terrible terrible thirst.
See! I am sooo PMSing now. I am just gonna ramble.
And the bloody 'shift' button decides to go anal on me.
One of my 3 hamsters, the youngest of the lot, the one with the name Frabbles because in Sec 4 I thought naming my hamster after a name inspired by an element from the Periodic Table was the coolest shit on earth, have blood cancer.
And we brought him to the vet and they did some mean things (taking his blood, painful thus mean) in which Frabbles cried. Like really cried. Like with tears and all. And he shrieked. In pain. They figured he would never make it by Hari Raya but shortly, his tumor burst and now he's really tiny. And he keeps bleeding. Now, his left hand, where the tumor used to be is paralysed. But he is still so upbeat and adorable and annoying in his own ways.
You see, he is in such excruciating pain that as painful as it is for me, I rather he dies cause at the very least he stops suffering. But, I don't want him to cause it's so hard to let go something you really love and care about. I took quite a long time to get over Pebbles' (my first hamster) death.
But each time he runs around with 2 legs and a hand, nothing tears you up more than that.
Okay, all this is not helping my PMS. I'm making it worse!
Play with the hamsters now!
Thursday, October 2, 2008
I am so random
I miss this space like crazy.
Anyway, Selamat Hari Raya!!!!
I am soo rich and happy right now that if you ask me to pay for something, I would.
Anyway, left this space for quite some time cause at first there was promos and all then when the fun was all over, I was too busy doing nothing, I had no time to update or bathe. Seriously.
The last time I stayed home for close to a week all in the noble cause to save water in Singapore. And I went on 6 days unbathed, unsoaped, unshampooed and uncleansed. But, I change everything la. I just didn't bathe.
And, on the seventh day, I spent 45 mins bathing, shampooing 4 times after conditioning 6 times, putting shower gel every minute, exfoliating 2 times and brushing my teeth twice before bathing and another 2 times after bathing.
And I figured, in that 45 mins, I used more than I would have if I had bathe for 6 days.
And I have no idea why I am letting the whole world in my best kept secret.
I digressed.
Promos was promos. Chem was Chem. And that is that.
I'm looking forward to finishing the damn PW, go China!, prom duty, JC1 bash, orientation stuffs and quit for the whole year!!!
Okay, I'm tired and sleepy.
Anyway, Selamat Hari Raya!!!!
I am soo rich and happy right now that if you ask me to pay for something, I would.
Anyway, left this space for quite some time cause at first there was promos and all then when the fun was all over, I was too busy doing nothing, I had no time to update or bathe. Seriously.
The last time I stayed home for close to a week all in the noble cause to save water in Singapore. And I went on 6 days unbathed, unsoaped, unshampooed and uncleansed. But, I change everything la. I just didn't bathe.
And, on the seventh day, I spent 45 mins bathing, shampooing 4 times after conditioning 6 times, putting shower gel every minute, exfoliating 2 times and brushing my teeth twice before bathing and another 2 times after bathing.
And I figured, in that 45 mins, I used more than I would have if I had bathe for 6 days.
And I have no idea why I am letting the whole world in my best kept secret.
I digressed.
Promos was promos. Chem was Chem. And that is that.
I'm looking forward to finishing the damn PW, go China!, prom duty, JC1 bash, orientation stuffs and quit for the whole year!!!
Okay, I'm tired and sleepy.
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