So I'm thinking that it's 2 in th freaking morning and if you had down a mug of coffee and did some shit ass physics mcq and then try to get some sleep, chances are you are too unstable to be thinkin straight. So when I wake up in th morning, this will all be a 7hours phase and I'll forgive myself for being a fucktard.

So I'm googling you now and it's so shameful. Told you I moved on and have forgotten everything but things like this only haunt you back when u aren't sleeping. Probably I want to remember how it felt because I remembered it felt nice and special. I felt nice and special because you always know how to say th right thing after saying something stupid. And you are so aware of how I feel though we never really talk for a whole day. You really have a way with words and me. Have always wondered how things would have worked out btwn us if things didn't fuck themselves. Browsed thru old pictures and realised I couldn't look at the photos we took. Don't know why but maybe because I cannot look at your face anymore. Makes me feel uneasy. Strange but until now I never knew what all of that and us were. You are probably my biggest mistake up to date but it was a mistake I enjoyed.

I hope when I read this again I can be calm and not fuck myself over.

I don't know why it's in caps and th font is huge.

SO SUPPOSE YOU FIND THIS PERSON REALLY CUTE AND ALL AND HE/SHE COMES UP TO U WHEN U R IN THE MIDDLE OF A CRISIS. IF YOU'RE NORMAL, U PROLLY FLUSTER AND ALL RIGHT, HOPING YOU DONT SOUND STUPID.

THEN BAM IN THE MIDDLE OF A WELL GOING CONVO U REALISE SHIT, MY PENIS IS HANGING OUT CAUSE MY TROUSERS AINT ZIPPED OR MAYBE MY BOOBS STARING AT YOUR EYES CAUSE MY BLOUSE ISNT BUTTONED.

ALL IM SAYING IS... IT WAS A CLOSE SHAVE REALLY OR I'D BEG THE GROUND TO OPEN UP AND SWALLOW ME.

EMBARASSING MOMENT NO. 867977444637.

it seems like these pointless entries are substiutes for lack of action or drama in my life as of now.

only drama i had yesterday when i couldn't solve a blurdy ionic eqm qn and got all pissed with the universe.

i know, that sad.

i haven't slept since last night and im gg for consultation now and my eyes are extremely heavy.

ok ciao.

im getting very ridiculous with all this no substance post. i shld stop.

I really shouldn't be here but then again, I shouldn't be doing many other things.

GP over and if there is one thing I should learn from this prelims is that, never ever ever do a Singapore based essay. the problem with me is that when I write about things that matter to me, i write it passionately and when it comes to singapore, i become extremely critical.

the question was about terrorism being the biggest threat to singapore and see, instead of focussing on osama and the likes, my mind automatically arranged 3248209482309 other threats singapore face.

and im thinking the case i present for terrorism isn't as strong as my other threats. which really, is a threat to me. was really hoping to nail at least a B again for this prelims but seeing how disastrous it turned out...

anyway, i can't wait for this godforsaken prelims and a levels to be over so i can do a million other things that are of genuine importance.

and something bothering me yo.

Whaddup world. I don't think anyone comes here anymore so it's pretty safe to write my innermost thoughts that are really thought-provoking and challenges the code of norm. Like how hash brown tastes ridiculously good with maple syrup. And how if u hold your pee long enough and finally go, it's as though you'd enter a whole different realm. Or how trying to type something awfully witty but really stupid is extremely difficult on your iPod.

I was just in the mood to be intelligent and argue the case of personal autonomy, the youth culture any the future after the world ends 2012. Guess gotta pass that.

GP tmr. Hope all goes well.

I was sick last thursday and still went to school. Then my dearest friends asked me why I still came so I told them the reason.

Me: Oh, I came for Physics.
Friend: Huh? U came for what?
Me: Physics.
Friend: Huh, really ah?

I never knew my strong feelings about phy were so evident.

hello so i know i've been away lately cause really, things have been crazy.

you know its crazy when i am doing more physics in 1 week than i ever had in my 1.5 years in jc. you know that shit is messed up man.

and if you're wondering why the sudden interest in physics, that is because i scored 19/100 for my phy mye. i know right! and all of you thought i was a genius!! no but seriously, as you can see 19/100 is really not just sad anymore, it's just too funny that it overshadows all my humor. so i have got to study not because there's a sudden interest, but because it is in the view of my best interest.

and if you think i'm talking funny, thats because i was having a schizo argument with myself if capital punishment should be abolished or not. and that meant 6 hours of gp.

i pretty much did okay for my languages but as usual sucked balls for my sciences. and im starting to wonder why i am in the sci course sometimes.

PS: Has, i miss you so much! but knowing the state im in, its better not to meet up first! i have a lot of things to do la!! but i really want to meet you!! (:

alright, see you later alligator