today's shopping was everything but good. well, today was anything but good.

im getting easily angry these days and i hate that. cos i have to continue being mad with my parents once i argue with them. even when im no longer angry.

its so tiring to be angry.

finally bought my contacts. that was the beginning of my foul saturday.

may tomorrow be a better one.

Oh yes, physics got me good.
No, this time, it really really got me good. It took me in and it screwed me upside down for 3 hours.

It was almost like I got raped by physics.

China tmr!

Funny like shiiiat

2 funniest thing happened today. Well actually not that funny but you know, things always look better in relative.

while ordering pizza on the phone,

Me: ... yes, block 489A.
Guy: 489H?
Me: No no, A as in Apple.
Guy: Oh okay, so its 489H.
Me: No not H. A for apple.
Guy: OHHH!! A for America.


While looking at my hamsters,

Me: grabbles is lazy, look he is stoning. (points to Grabbles who sat and stoned)

10 minutes later,

Dad: eh he's very lazy la, still steaming.

Yen Sin, I solved that chem qn already after i stopped being so pissy. Haha, thanks anyway!

I can only do chemistry. And maths.

In fact, I've only been doing chemistry and maths.

And i'm done hating physics. I spent a year (if you dont count my sec school years) hating it and now I'm very tired. Hating physics is no longer fun. And now when I'm really trying to get into the physics frame of mind, I just get brain freeze.

No, really. My brain just stops functioning. And slowly, I can feel that my oxygen supply is depleting, my eyes turn red, and it starts to pop out and you can see the veins on my temple and then I turn green. And then.. bam! I am the Hulk.

Shit im so not funny.

I no longer am funny after I do Physics.

This is such a stupid post. told you my brain froze.

I am so sad that sad does not qualify the sadness that I am in. I am just sadded.

HAHA. I'm so bullshit.

Actually, I'm so pissed that I could not solve this chem deductive question. Seriously man, seriously. If that organic compound test positive for 2,4-DNPH it means it is a carbonyl. If it tests positive for Tollen that freaking means that bullcrap isn't ketone because it is aldehyde. Now now, if it tests negative for Fehling, then that compound is not aliphatic thus it is an aromatic aldehyde.

At this point, I am freaking happy like I'm on weed cause I solved the greatest chemisty mystery ever.

But something just had to break my bubble. Some goddamn ass tried to be funny and put in the question that is, btw, so flawed that this compound reacts with alkaline iodine and give yellow colour and a distinct smell. Any retard would know that means it tests positive for oxidation (iodoform test) and that means this muthafucking compound has to have an R grp-c=0 and a -ch3 attached to the c atom.

And the only aldehyde that can test positive for iodoform test is ethanal.

HOW THE SHIT DO YOU HAVE A BENZENE RING WITH A CH3 GRP ATTACHED TO YOUR C=O AND STILL TEST POSITIVE FOR TOLLEN?!!!

I'm sure all that we're learning now is a universal conspiracy. Nobody actually knows what they're teaching. Their teachers convince them that its correct and our teachers convince us it's correct. We never really know if it's correct.

We can never be really sure if 1 plus 1 is 2. Maybe that sandwich you're holding isn't chicken in it. Maybe chicken isn't chicken. Maybe chicken is goldfish.

Ok i'll just shut up right about.. now.

I never had thought that this weekend would be the most defining moment of my 17 years of life. Weekends are supposed to be a waste of 48 hours and you are supposed to get lost in it but mine turned out to be so momentuous that it took me offguard.

The worst kind of situation one can ever land in is to choose between two things. It would be hell a lot easier if one of the two has no value to you for in that case, your choice is clear and you have no reservation in making your stand. But what if out of the two, both matters?

I honestly wished no one has to go through this.

On Friday night, I saw a cat on top of a hamster cage outside of a shop neap Mr Prata. Don't get me started on why anyone would have the heart to leave a hamster all alone in his cage at night, shivering in cold. This cat was eyeing on the hamster and anyone would know what that means. The hamster was to the cat like the prata was to me.

I could not concentrate on eating my prata because that hamster kept climbing the gates of his cage while the cat kept scratching the cage. I swear the way the hamster was teasing the cat (and being stupid) was like the most intense foreplay ever.

And you know that I likexzzz both hamster and cat but at that point it was war between the two with some twenty humans with the exception of myself being so close to the battle ground but eating away in oblivion. It was war and in war, you have to choose a side.

And so when I saw the cat trying to kick the cage off the table, I ignored the other patrons and quickly ran to shoo the cat away. And I just stood there as the poor cat purred with eyes brimming with what I think is disappointment rather than hate.

I freaking saved the hamster. But I felt so bad for the cat whom I have named Bobby (yes again) and fed him the longan in my mom's drink.

I'd kill for the drama one more time.

Anyway, I have a stiff neck and I have GP paper tmr.

i just finished revising nitrogen compounds and am thinking of doing proteins. but im also thinking of taking a break and be happy for a little while.

i was thinking and i think once this recession shit is over, which i know will take sometime, or wait cancel that. i think once i start working next year or something, i'll get me an iphone.

its not that i dont like omnia. its just that im not omnia kinda girl. ok shut up, i still dont know how to use my omnia completely. i hate touch phones with the exception of iphone because its iphone.

i dont really like my omnia. there i've said it.

phew.

I skipped school today because I have not completed my maths and physics assignments. I'm such a pussy man. Deep inside, I am so ashamed of myself because 17 years old already and still pon school cause scared teacher scold.

Actually, I was not scared really. I just anticipated that the assignments will take up a lot of my time and this week is a pretty hectic one especially with SDS. So when I woke up today at 745, I washed up, made coffee (i convinced myself that coffee is like fuel) and fell asleep again while waiting for the water to boil.

I know. I know. I'm that pathetic.

So woke up again at 945 and I had to reboil my water and this time I made sure I did not lie down with my mother again. My mother has this unseen force that just pulls you to sleep with her when you just intend to sit on the bed. Anyhoo, I made coffee and at 10 plus I got to work. By 1pm, I finished all my assignments already.

And I cannot believe I pon just for 3-hours work. I should really shoot myself.

But whatever la, I love days without school. It makes me feel human.

I have finally discovered the value of time. What one second can make, what one second can break. The profound impact one second can have on the rest of your lives.

This is the story and let me warn you it's really anti-climax.

I was bathing, getting ready for school and at that point, when i was shampooing my hair, i've always feared that when i open my eyes, there'll be something standing, floating, sitting (you get my drift) in front of me. That is the secret to bathing in less than 5 minutes.

So anyway, after all that, I was contemplating whether to cleanse my face for the second time (i have that strange habit) or just get dressed straightaway but because everyone knows how lazy i am, i chose to get out. So, immediately after i stepped out of the toilet, my mother rushed in. and THAT, was when it happened.

A COCKROACH FLEW INTO THE TOILET FROM THE WINDOW AND FLEW ALL OVER THE TOILET!

Can you imagine what would have happened if I actually decided to cleanse my face again?!

OMG.

That is my understanding of the value of time and above anything, that is the beauty of sloth.

I knew something good would eventually come out from my being so goddamn lazy.

I hate headaches. It makes me really weak.

Its the bloody weather la. Apart from me, I know 4 other people who are down with fever n flu.

Bodoh ah.

Then there Physics SPA tmr and thurs due for china research essay.

Double bodoh ah.