Exploitation

Been a while, yeah.

I went to the doctor's the other day cause of my skin problem. It doesn't hurt or itch or anyhting like that but it's just really disturbing and fugly. So it turns out to be mini kelloids and probably cist and it's really really bad cause it spreads now to my arm. And, it's very ugly.

So, I have to go Skin Centre pretty soon for consultation and the only treatment, I think is laser. From what I heard, it wouldn't hurt at all so they compensate that on the price and it's really exorbitant. But, I don't give a shit and Mum and Dad seems to not mind either so I'm probably gonna do it. Unless of course I back out last minute.

Yesterday, my mother and I quarelled a little over some trivial matters and I just decided to let her win and kept quiet. Well, I didn't know I was capable of that actually. So, went out for lunch and she accompanied me while I studied outside and when all those were done, we walked into Esprit and showed her 2 pairs of pants I liked. And... I got them both.

Now, I know the best method to exploit my Mum's purse. Just keep really quiet after a quarrel and you'll get what you want.

If I were my Mom, I'll shoot me.

I've rekindled my love for Chemistry again. Cause I finally got it right, this time. And, hell, this better stays.

you find revenge in the bed

Jeng Jeng Jeng

Oh oh.

Physics is harder than I expected. Much harder.

And Chem, I finally got the hang of Chem bonding.

And, don't even get me started on Maths.

I can feel it. Oh yes I can. I can feel it in my fingers. I can feel it in my bones.

F. F. F. F

Not fuck, but worse than that.

FAIL.

Attack Of The Wisdom Tooth- again

Good Morning!

My attempt to study yesterday went off quite well though I could never sit still. Got the book that I needed, sat on the chair, less than 2 minutes, I'm starting to walk around again. But, I did some Maths, Chem and CSE.

And, I realised, damn girl, you have not been paying attention!

Anyway, my wisdom tooth is at it again. Back with a vengeance. So you know, our wisdom tooth has 4 parts to it right and 1 of it grew early this year and it almost robbed my sanity. And, this time, my gum at that portion is somewhat 'torn' to allow 2nd part to grow. And...oh, trust me darlings, it's painful.

I read the news this morning and so it says, the superitendent of Whitley Detention Centre was sacked and the 2 elite gurkhas were demoted because of Mas Selamat saga. When I read that, I felt angry suddenly and I don't know why. Just fuming mad.

Even if the 2 gurkhas were held accountable for the lapses due to lack of supervision, it is not their fault that the cameras in there are merely for show and the windows have no grills. Even my windows has grills.

Anyhoo, I was just told I was to be the emcee for TK's homecoming. Not sure if I can share that with you guys actually but if I can't, then pretend you never read this paragraph.

Okay, breakfast then Maths again.

see you later, alligator!

2012

The little kids were over just now, so all hell kinda broke loose. I think they are really cute now that they are a tad older and less... kiddy. What random thought.

Anyway, I just got my IC deployment and I am one of the ICs for Orientation 2009. Heh, kinda ironic is it not? If your memory serves you well enough, you will remember my complaints about the pointless and ludicrous nature of orientation generally. Major lol that I'm planning it now.

So, if you are thinking into coming to MJC next year, take it from me, I'm gonna make orientation hell for you! Mbuahahahaha! Okay, who am I kidding?

Went around to a few of the no. 6 councillors' blogs and they talk a lot about council. Funny that I don't. But, I think it is because everyone but me is down for Pre-U seminar and I have exams on the actual days so no chance of making it at all. I just thought it's a little funny.

I'm starting revision seriously tomorrow onwards with a few respite here and there on some days but yeah. Hopefully I have the discipline to get my ass on the chair and do some work.

Oh yeah, I finished my Anne Frank's diary and been meaning to tell you guys about it. So, she died la in the end obviously but I really have to agree that she thinks beyond her years. 13 years of age and she was able to blend so well humor and the atrocity of life at that time. They hid at this place they called Secret Annex and somewhere in August 1944, a bootlicker, I like to believe, gave a tip off that some Jews were hiding there. So they were caught and of the 8 people who lived there, only 1 survived the war. And that was Otto Frank, Anne's father.

Really depressing.

Now, I'm reading Apocalypse 2012. You may know it as Doomsday and all the hoo hah about the Mayan calendar.

Off to sleep now and tomorrow onwards will be dreadfully loong.

have you ever seen the rain?

dear mister,

I had one of the happiest days of my life yesterday. Well, considering the fact that my life all this time in college were like bitches, any small nice things can make me the happiest person in the world!

Went shopping with Kai and Sharm yesterday and the two of them gave up on me. I think it's true, I never get tired walking all over Orchard on normal days but you can't blame it was first day of GSS yesterday! So, you have to get 'em ass moving!

I think I walked/ran more than 2.4km and all 5 stations put together. But, I wasn't shagged at all. I think I should propose integrating shopping and napfa to the PE department.

Oh and yesterday, everything was such a steal. 40% off la, 50% off la and some even 70% off la. But some shops cheated and gave discounts for the fugly things and all those nice things are still expensive. I bought a Rip Curl tote at 50% off and I think that's the only reason why I bought it. I'm not really sure if I bought it out of liking it but hell, 50% off is already a damn good reason to buy!

Oh this happened, I waited for 579 from Far East cause it stops exactly at my home and so while on the phone with Hassy, I waited. And waited. And waited. But, because I'm really a sucker for phone conversation (i almost wrote conservation. haha), I didn't even realise I waited for 45 minutes and still not giving two fucks that the bus wasn't there yet. And I was too happy with all my purchase, I forgot I was even waiting for the bus. So, I sat at the bus-stop aimlessly for close to an hour.

Dad called and he said 579 ended their service at 430pm and I had to take 518 instead. And 3 518 actually drove past me while I was there. But, I was still happy with my purchase.

So, my plans to study Physics was busted. Okay no not really, I did 3 TYS questions. Better than nothing. Heh.

dear mister sales attendant, you are hot as hell and cute as pie and i think im in love with you. yes, for barely 75 mins, i think i am and this is definitely a phase, but i live for the moment. i dont know why i said no but i did and i want to shoot myself when i think of it. you are really hot and im very shallow right now but i still think you are really really hot. i dont think i'll ring you up cause that wont be classy anymore. but maybe, i'll go to your shop one day and say i need to buy more tops but you and i will know the real reason why.

Have you ever wanted something and when it's actually right in front of you, you turned around and walked away? And, you wonder why you do what you did.

No? Good. Cause the feeling sucks.

Why The Fcuk Are We So Pro?! :D

We did it.

Score: 2-1. MJC is the Champion for 2008.

All the rest can go fly kite. Nahh, I'm kidding, darlings.

Yesterday's VJC vs MJC match was freaking freaking mad. It was only moments after the whistle was blown that one of our boys scored a goal. And, I was like, "A goal? I was only about to cheer".

Oh, you should have seen Fabio, Meridian soccer coach when we scored that first goal. He sure knows how to show he's happy. And when VJ scored, he was........ angry. Oh, very angry. And for the record, VJC's goal was very very very very nice.

I don't really feel like blogging about yesterday cause I'm really really tired today as a result of yesterday. Hah, again, we had lead the college with the cheers and everything and I must say our cheers were much more in sync and louder this time. Good job Meridians!

But, towards the end of the match, especially the extra 3 minutes, I could not be bothered with cheering anymore, I turned to face the field and I just shouted with my loud hailer. HAHA. Actually, it made no difference at all cause the whole stadium was on fire and VJC's boys were just attacking and attacking and we were chanting, "Defence! Defence!". Haha, thanks to the 2005 soccer guys who were there!

You guys were great soccer boys! Ah, why are we so pro?!

Okay, I am proud to be a Meridian. Like Jessie said, only today.

In less than 15 minutes, I have to do my stoopidly ridiculous annoying pointless !!!!!! e-learning. And it ends at 7pm tonight. Bodoh siak. Might as well go to school.

Ladies and gentleman, my holiday has officially started.

Before we prepare for MYE, there are more important things to do.

Shopping! I failed my chem test again btw. And you say, what's new eh?

Out.

Stooopid Poooost

Okay, this sucks. I am really tired and there is school tomorrow.

Chem test tomorrow and what did I do today?

Watched a movie. Stupid horror movie. Not horrifying at all. Wasted my 10 bucks. Never watch a Malay horror movie, you'll end up laughing really hard, it hurts.

Lets hope MJC wins the finals on Wednesday. VJC is damn damn good but hell, because I'm a Meridian, we're better. If MJC wins, I heard around the college will get one off day.

Boys, no pressure, but the fate of our welfare is in your hands... or rather, legs. Kick some balls, boys!

You know, I'm really tired now yeah.

And Ming Jie, Vista is a bitch. Took me less than 72 hours to come to that conclusion.

Okay, now, I'm off to sleep and waste 2 days in school before HOLIDAY BEGINS!!!!!!

School is tomorrow. ._________________.

Happy Horhhxxzzz Liaooxxzz!

My nose really really hurts. Especially at the bone part. Feels like I was punched.

Lets try to do this in the calmest possible way. I just bought a new Compaq Notebook and I am very very very very very very very very.... HAPPY.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! :D :)))) XD Yabadabadooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not very calm, I suppose. Heh.

The current one I'm using is Compaq also but it is white and the new one is black and it's Vista. I've been wanting to use Vista for the longest time but Dad is just too lazy to upgrade my current one. Weeeeeeeeee!

Happy, liaooozz horhhxxzzz!

MAJOR LOL.

Anyway, I've not been doing any school work for 3 days with the exception of reading TIME and Anne Frank's Diary. I'll get round to it. I will.. Oh yes I will.

I'm starting to sound really like a chronic procrastinator who is almost certain that he/she can save the world by doing it at the eleventh hour. God, I love myself...

Oh yeah, you really really have to read Anne Frank's Diary if you have not cause take it from me, it's really really interesting. It's almost like you are listening to her narrating her entries to you and you can feel the suspense, the fear, the sorrow of those who lived during the Holocaust. It is freaking scary but it's really a good read.

Okay, I will study for my Chem test again maybe tomorrow or something. I will continue being an ass today. Yay me!

PM LEE THE SAME NAME, HERE WE GO ALL OVER AGAIN!

Lol, I love that.

Ciao, homies.

Good Job, MJ Boys!

I fell into a puddle of oil and now I'm skipping school.

No, seriously, I did.

I was crossing this tiny road behind my flat in the morning and since it was about 6ish in the morning, I was not fully awake. So, that is reasonable, right? And of course since oil is black and the bloody road is black as well and Mr.Sun wasn't really out yet that time, I couldn't have noticed a puddle of stinky, black oil even if I was awake.

So, I fell face first into the puddle of oil and despite my hair, hand, uniform being soaked in oil, the first thing I attempted to save was not my face but my Samsung YP-P2. Something wrong with my priority there eh...

Anyway, yesterday soccer semi was hell of a match. If it was up to me, I'll let both teams go into the finals. That's one of the many reasons why I can't make it as a referee.

Speaking as an audience though I couldn't really watch much since I had SC duty, I really think SA boys were very very good and strong. For a moment, I really believed that they had trashed MJ boys and the game was their's. And, as much as I hated that SA had a much louder and dynamic cheering side, I really admired it. Good job, SA!

And speaking as MJ supporter, I really thought that was the end for MJ. 1st half, MJ was down by 1 and I thought it was okay since we had so much time to catch up. But, 1st half ended and our boys didn't score and SA boys seemed to look more ferocious, to me at least. Then 2nd half, I thought the boys would score a goal but we went down by 2 and that was when I thought this year isn't ours. But, we scored later (i forgot who) and thank heavens for the penalty, we drew.

I never really liked penalty shoot-out to determine the winner but what the hell, both keepers were great but what the hell, it was MJ's day, I guess.

Good job, MJ boys! Aaah, why are we so pro?

Anyhoo, received my Mid Years timetable and it looks pretty neat but oh well, nothing is neat when it comes to exams.

And, Mr Chiang has to come back from reservist right about now. It's crazy in PW cause last minute, Mr Kwek wanted us to totally revamp one of ideas and GPP submission is today.

Think about it, my A for PW is hell more important than marching and playing with guns.

Excellent!

School sucks. But, what's new, eh?

I was about to advise you not to let anyone you know go for JC education then I realised I may be the only one who hates studying. Oh well.

Haven't been concentrating a lot during lectures and I blame this at the the fact that holiday is coming and that is hell, a meganomous (no such word, really) distraction. Totally not my fault holiday is coming, right? Of course not. :P

Going to Jalan Besar Stadium this Thursday to support the boys during the semi-finals. This time against SAJC and we are hoping to win. And, so does the opponent, la bodoh. Kick some balls, MJ boys!

GPP is heaven still. The group is really cooperative, if you exclude Zi Ang. But, he provides paper and pen and does one of his dance moves every now and then, so I guess he is important in his own way. Almost like, no way.

Okay, fine. Joke gone wrong.

Oh yeah, got first again I think for GP essay and still the same marks. This time it is about, "Is it ever justifiable for people to place their aged parents in a home?". Happy that I mantained my results but slightly disappointed there is zilch progress.

But, I did not give my all for this essay and I guess it is kind enough of Mr Chiang to write, " Comprehensive discussion of fully relevant points". Hell yeah, it is a 4-pages essay. "Linguistic flair is in evidence" (This made me happy, by the way) and my all-time favourite, "Excellent!".

I like how the "!" goes so well with the word "excellent" and both go so much better on my paper.

But, he commented I had the tendency to ramble. Which, of course is innate and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it.

Okay, GPP now.

Hey Mama

I was thinking for a while and I realised that if ever I have a child like myself, apart from all the witty humor, the unchallenged intelligence and all the other attributes you can think of about me, I'll shoot him/her down.

I seriously don't know how my mother tahan all the shit I've been giving her for close to 17 years that I'm convinced now if my mother is some other lady, I'll probably end up in a foster care or wandering around in an incinerator.

I love her but I don't tell her that cause I know she knows. And just knowing she knows, that's enough for me. What's better is making her angry, like really angry and you see her go ballistic and a part of me goes, she wasted 9 months carrying you" but the more rational side of me goes, "Hell, this is shit funny!".

Like right now, she wants me to accompany her to some wedding function which, of course, I politely declinced. Okay, if you consider 'shouting and screaming' polite. And now, she is threatening to not buy for me many many things and she's nagging(mother's deadliest weapon) and her final resort, wallowing in self-pity. I find this better than Russell Peters.

Of course I'll go with her later but, I just need to amuse myself first.

Happy Mother's Day to all Mothers. :D

Anyway, I'm a sucker for weekends. I really cannot get down to work on any day that ends with "-day" and even more so on days that begin with "S". I just wanna be an ass on these days and do nothing at all. Studied for my Chem test but of course, my "studying" may be a tad different from the convention.

Physics SPA then Chem test then Vesak Day (!!!) then E-learning days (!!!!!!!!) then holiday. Aah, can la.

Maybe I'll change my blogskin soon.

I Learnt That...

If there's one thing I learnt today, I learnt that your extent of liking towards a particular subject depends pretty much on who is teaching you what. Well, at least for me. Or maybe, that isn't even the lesson I learnt, it may just as well be that, I'm just very un-adaptable.

Mr Chiang is away on reservist so we'll only see him when the new semester begins. That means, GP lessons are no longer under him for these 2 weeks and that pretty much sucks. I like GP lessons because I like the way he carries out his lessons though sometimes it gets mundane and I always resort to blaming the nature of the subject. But, he simplifies things a lot and that is really helpful cause I don't need anyone to make things more difficult than they already are and so, I understand better and when I understand better, I do my work properly and then I score and that is when I start to like the subject. Then, I'll like the teacher then I like the lessons and I seek to understand better and I bet you want me to shoot myself right about.. now.

But the new teacher, she is excellent and she is poised to answer your questions with real answers and not like "something like that". But, you see, I am just unfortunate to not be adaptable enough so I probably need time to adjust to her and chances are just when I'm about to do that, Mr Chiang will be back and Mid Years will be here.

Anyway, another thing I learnt today or rather come to terms with is that, I'm an ego-centric freak. No, really, you don't have to say 'no, you're not'. I am. And that sucks pretty much as well. You know, sometimes I think my ego is bigger than my ass. Hell, that's huge. I take that 'ass' part back.

Anyhoo, had lunch with Mum and Dad just now at Fish n Co and did a little shopping after gazillion lightyears, I tell you! Hah, now there's so many things that I want but a good start can be that white jeans. And oh, bought 2 books today and one is titled 'Apocalypse 2012' and "The Diary of Anne Frank'. The former has so many discussions about it, you can find it on Youtube for the videos. It's about how there are so many predictions that the world will end in 4 years time. The latter is about a holocaust victim and what you are reading is actually her authentic entries only that it is typed out and is in English unless of course you can read German and you want the real manuscripts which I suggest you reconsider and make do with the book version cause after seeing her handwriting, I know mine isn't the ugliest anymore.

Okay, don't make fun of the dead.

I made plans to study Chem later. We'll see...

And oh, GPP is heaven. And if Mr Kwek approves of our GPP, I may just like PW a lot more.

your lips is the best best canvas, i can only imagine what you're painting

Secretly...

I'm having a conversation with Darren on MSN now and it's the purest form of stupidity. Haha, I miss my PAE classmates.

Anyway, today I do not feel like doing any tutorials and so, I will not. See, how easy life can get for me if I choose wisely. I sat for my Physics SPA, Chem SPA and Maths test. Phy SPA and Chem SPA was okay but Maths test, if I can pass, IF la, then I'm grateful already.

So far, there has not been a single proper test that I've passed in MJC, okay minus GP. Though GP is really crucial, compared to my H2s, it's nothing... though technically, it's everything. You get my drift, no?

It's like a plate of fish and chips and on the plate you have, coleslaw, fish and fries. You only get the coleslaw, not the fish, not even the fries.

But, no one's to blame but myself. Ever since I stepped into college, I haven't given my all for my tests and studies. If I have to give a percentage to it, I really think I'll fall somewhere about 48%. Yeah, that's how pathetic I can get.

Midyear, it shall be then.

Oh, council. You know when I chose not to run for EXCO, after a few days, I was regretting it a little cause as cocky as this sounds, I believe I have the potential to. But, it's because of the academics and my level of intelligence isn't exactly one of envy and my time management and discipline is at the lower end of the spectrum, so I know if I run for EXCO and if I get it, the hole that I'm in will get deeper.

But, now I think I've made a wise decision cause the EXCO are really busy and though I am not one of them, I can feel the brunt of JC life, whatnot with the tutorials and tests. And, I haven't even gotten down to proper studying yet.

If I get retained ah...

Secretly, I am enjoying PW. I really do like it a lot actually. Okay, minus PI and the pointless word limit and the staying up late to finish it up, hell it can be interesting. I am just looking forward to the surveys cause I can just disturb anyone along Orchard Road. And, that is the only reason I like PW other than because we are doing on my PI.

And, oh, I may go Shanghai at the end of the year.

Pointless Post

I am having a writer's block. That's why I abandoned my GP essay and came here instead. Then, being a bodoh, I realised technically, blogging is tantamount to writing. But, it's so effortless to talk about irrelevant, nonsensical shit.

I'll just study for my Maths test la.

Then, lets pray that at the end of it, I am capable once again to write a proper GP essay.

Anyway, you know, when you achieved something that you are proud of and you have to do that thing the second time, that second time is always harder than the first one. You know you have something really valuable to maintain and that causes added pressure. And that's GP for me.

Again, another worthless post.

Bye Pee Eye

After yesterday PI episode, I have a distorted shift of perception of PW. But,I really don't feel like talking about it.

But it was worth it cause Mr Chiang graded my PI as EE(Exceeding Expectation). And so did the other 864 students in MJ. So it makes no difference but it's nice to know that all your hard work actually yields result.

I worked so hard for PI though it's really ridiculous since it's miniscule, I think, when compared to the essence of PW. In total, I had 20 pages worth of PI-related materials. 3 pages of the real thang plus footnotes and 17 pages of Annex. That is shit a lot of work.

Bye, PI. I hope you die.

Anyway, I shall do my work today. I shall and I will. GP essay, study for SPA, study for Maths test, do Chem, Maths and Physics tutorials and read CSE. Aaah, small the pieces! Can la... Can la.

I'm really afraid of Physics SPA. It's freaking hard especially the setting up. You know, Chem SPA is really standard, prepare the solution yourself, titrate and tabulate and that's it. The only hard ball is the concept question because as usual, I like to panic and I am not at my peak when I panic.

What difference does it make? My peak isn't that high anyway. Hah.

I feel like eating sour power.

I'll sleep, wake up and eat sour power and start on my work.

P.S: Mr Chiang, if you ever read this, Microsoft Word doesn't mark my PI, you do!

Pee Eye

Almost 12 hours, I've been staring at this screen and doing my PI.

Bloody PI.

I emailed Mr Chiang and Mr Kwek at 12ish then I refined it at 1ish. Now, I'm still refining it that I lost count the times I did it.

Double check, triple check the check list and each time I checked, I find something not right.

And, oh, I'm off the word limit. Way off. WAAAAAAAYYYY OFFF.

And, Mr Chiang said, "not to worry".

What was that suppose to mean? Not to worry that you are off the limit? Or not to worry that you are already 1 grade down for PI?

Okay, I'm over-reacting. He's a good person. And, I am a tired person now.

This post is really worthless.

Fong, I'm coming to SA to meet your principal. Tell her/him to bring the PW guy down or she/he will go down.